Experiments

“Do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment.” -Emerson

I’ll go one step further and say that all lives are experiments. There are endless infinities standing before us, paths leading through life in every possible way; each of us is here to try one of them. There are two principal reasons why it’s incorrect to always take the lead of others or to ignore your inner voice for the sake of satisfying the demands of others. The first is straightforward: if you’re not living your own life and following your own potential, then whose life are you living? Quieting yourself for the sake of satisfying the arbitrary demands of others is a kind of suicide and slavery and should be avoided by people who believe they are capable of achieving anything at all significant.

The second reason is more abstract but perhaps more significant: if new ideas aren’t considered and attempted, if the experimenting stops, the static framework which results will inevitably crumble. It’s beyond the scope of a short blog post to get into alot of detail, but if you’re willing to indulge me for the sake of a hypothesis (experiment?), take this for granted: the modern American is hyperstimulated, first by media images; and second by other people who, having also been exposed to the same media images, tend to reinforce the media influence on an individual.

The result of this overstimulation is an atrophy of internal thoughts and desires- the self is sacrificed for the sake of social acceptability. This has worked well enough for the past few decades. Ill effects of this situation include strong personalities either becoming alienated or gawked at like zoo animals until they submit to normalcy, depression and suicide becoming more frequent, and counter-culture becoming its own mainstreamed milieu just as stifling to the expression of personality as the TV culture. However, the worst consequences of the herding of America are only just beginning to be felt. The bigger we are, the harder we fall.

When you look at history, the greatest innovations, the longest leaps forward, and the most important solutions come less often from planned and coordinated efforts and more often from individual creative efforts. For example, a small group of technicians in Silicon Valley have created a culture where there is a computer in every home and have allowed me and millions of others to publish our writings online quickly and easily. The human species adapted in a way where a small percentage of the total population was creative and innovative, another percentage can inspire people to follow them, another percentage is careful detail-oriented; together this soup of human ingenuity is capable of conquering any problem.

However, by surrendering our children’s personal growth and development to a television screen, drugging away their unique abilities, and pigeonholing their opinions into select groups of state-approved nonsense, we stand a very real risk of incapacitating the various problem solving segments of our population, like a lobotomy on a national scale. The system has been failing since, at the latest, the 80s; we’ve been able to get by anyway with debt-financing and worldwide optimism about our economic power. Neither of these things will last significantly longer.

If there’s a theme to this blog, it’s that you should NEVER, EVER MESS WITH A COMPLEX SYSTEM. YOU DO NOT AND CANNOT UNDERSTAND IT, NOR THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS.

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Context for National Healthcare

Offering universal healthcare will always be a good way to get elected, but it makes no sense as a practical solution to health issues facing the nation. Before we embark on a plan which will somehow magically make affordable healthcare available to everyone, we should embark on a plan to get people to live in a healthy way. Universal healthcare is incompatible with a national attitude of slothful consumption and TV-fueled entertainment culture. Universal healthcare is incompatible with the average diet of this nation.

If the current administration succeeds in offering its national healthcare option the result will be disaster. It will fail its goals and impoverish the US on the same scale as the invasion of Iraq. I repeat, just because an idea makes people feel good does not make it a good idea.

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Zombie Apocalypse

No money, no jobs, no food, hordes of people milling around in a lawless urban landscape, banding into gangs, eating whatever they can find, eating other people, turning into twisted mockeries of their former humanity.

Yes, the zombie invasion is real, but it’s us it’s us it’s us it’s us it’s us it’s us it’s us it’s us

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The End

Paper currency: for decades the US dollar has been off of the gold standard, in other words it doesn’t have any intrinsic worth. It’s just paper. As long as the dollar has been detached from the gold standard, the US has in effect been betting on its reputation. It has, with characteristic hubris, taken on monumental debt without any plan of ever paying it back, under the ridiculous and tragic assumption that the US is too big to fail. It continues to sell bonds to raise money that it doesn’t have.

Can it just continue to finance social programs by selling debt forever? No, but empires always fail by assuming the opposite. How long can this debt-financing last? I optimistically predict two years, but anticipate it will be much sooner than that. How? The US’ bond rating will be lowered, causing bond prices to drop dramatically. They’ll be more difficult to sell and won’t get us as much money. This will cause a cascading effect which will disrupt the very foundations of US and world society as funding for government programs dries up.

No, Obama, that’s fine, spend more money. Spend our way out of the depression. Spend our way to a better healthcare system. Ignore that cliff ahead of us and hit the gas.

Nobody listens, nobody listens, nobody listens, the US is dead and we let it happen. We let parasites chew her away from the inside, and now she’s just a beat-up shadow of her former glory. Guys, there are disasters coming. Please listen, please try and take steps to prepare yourselves and protect yourselves.

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Horseman

Fire
1. Not So Far
2. The Holocaust
3. Keeper of the Flame

Water
4. James Macbeth
5. The Black Freighter
6. Bleached and Boring

Air
7. Holy Spirits
8. The Son
9. The Father

Earth
10. Infected
11. 2012 – The Black Whole Memory – Human Mask
12. Among the Dead

Death visited me in a dream (Jung might say that a mythological image emerged from my inherited unconscious to set me on the teleological direction of my life). I resolved to write a poem for death,  to which I will devote most of my energy in the near future. The formal outline appears above. Several verse forms accompanied by guitar and bass.

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ABG Redefined

No longer an end in itself: a proving ground, a garden in which ideas take root and sprout leaves, a nest to raise thoughts until they’re ready to fly. A springboard from which more significant projects may be launched. A means of expression for my wandering mind. Random growth which inspires and contributes to the later, greater concentrated efforts.

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Heaven and Hell: a Myth and an Allegory

My painting of life…

A giant cylindrical pit, reaching upwards eternally, and every soul who has ever existed is thrown into it. At first it was chaotic: everyone clambered for the top, pulling others down in order to push themselves up. People screaming in pain, clawing in desperation, contorted, eternally struggling, and rarely achieving the fresh air on top (and even then it usually didn’t last long). So it went for millenia, the endless struggle and limited satisfaction, the crushing weight, the gravity and the eternal pulling. Some resigned themselves to the bottom, some struggled continuously, and no one was free from the wrenching pain.

After a long time of struggling in this way, some of the souls near the top had an idea: what if we braced ourselves along the wall? If a large group formed a ring around the outer wall, they could all support one another, and all enjoy the fresh air of the top. So the topmost souls did this, the ones beneath them cooperating because they recognized the possibility of eventually being a part of this ring. The souls on the outside underneath the original ring also formed a circular brace along the wall, and the souls within that circle climbed up and formed a ring on top of the original one.

They proceeded this way until millions of souls had aligned themselves against the walls. There were disasters: many would fall into the middle, bitter or uncooperative souls would try and tear the whole structure down, or large groups would become complacent and allow the intricate, intimate ring to fall apart through lack of maintenance and vigilance (taking their enviable position for granted or forgetting the pain of the pit and actually thinking it was preferable) . This never disturbed the continuous building and rebuilding of the outer wall, though.

And while the wall stood, those on it could continuously breath the cool fresh air, and enjoy the close companionship of their fellow souls, and talk and laugh and relax. They were as free as they could be, and they were as happy as they could be too. These poor sufferers had built a heaven on the back of perdition.

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